Time Off

Well, we are almost half way through summer already. I know that because I have had a couple brats off the grill, my feet have successfully made the adjustment from boots to sandals, and my flowers have let me know whether or not they like the location I planted them in.

Another indication that we are well into summer lies in my spiritual life. It has gone to pieces. I can’t really pinpoint the reason why but I suspect it has something to do with the summer vibe.

From the time we were little, summer signaled the end of school. It was the time of year to just relax, slack off a bit, step out of the rigorous routines, and become more carefree. A time to do what you want to do. A time of less discipline and more freedom.

I think that’s why my spiritual life takes a nosedive this time of year. Maintaining that intimate relationship with God requires discipline. Sometimes, it means postponing what you really want to do and doing what will truly nurture your friendship with God. Things like sitting in silence before you start your day, attending a daily mass once in a while, or reading an inspirational book.

Right now, I feel a distance from God and I don’t like it. When that happens, I can tend to feel anxious more often. I struggle more to make decisions. I have less self-control in my words. I try to control things and people more. I’m just not who I like to be.

So, once again, as I have done the last couple years, I am taking the month of July off. I am setting my Firstfruits work aside, which includes writing these blogs, in order to focus on me and God. I encourage you to join me.

Set aside whatever gets in the way of your friendship with God for the month of July. Whatever you have made as a heavy obligation that just might not be. A pressure you have put on yourself that steals your time, your brain space, and your peace.

Spend this month just having fun with God!

See you in August,
Joan